...tell me, i thought, sometimes.... just sometimes, its better being judged by strangers or people or relatives or cousins than you judging them... for those who understands what I'm trying to say here, they will definitely agree with me.. sigh..
Of course, we all don't want being judged but in this life, its either you allow yourself as their prey or you will choose to live the life.I learned that, with many experiences and encounters its better to continue doing good things, either people will acknowledge it or not.I had this experience of helping a very close person say for example as close as like a cousin and at the end of the day, what I'm getting is something unexpected.
I became a victim of their ignorance, hatred and insecurities of their lives.Some people are really self centered and unfortunately, attention cravers and when you don't give your attention, you're the bad guy. Sorry, suckers! i've got more important errand to do. Knowing the truth (of what you people did...) is good enough and that only proves how self inflicted and so grand jealous you suckers of what we have.
Im not a religious person but i know what is good and what is bad. I don't pull you down but instead i will LIFT you up. I'm pretty frustrated with what I've find out, but I'm glad i found out earlier.
Sometimes, I'm telling myself, i should avoid sharing to the entire world the way i felt but... hey, I'm a human too, i have feelings like you...
BUT I always believe that karma will fix all things for some to learn. I will now close that door and for you, who always criticize me. Hurray, I'm giving the crown... but wait.. I have to take it back because it doesn't fit you at all.
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